guy hidden in darkness

2010-07-11T13:00:00.001+08:00

LIFE SUCKS TO THE CORE!!!!!!!!!!!! Why the hell am i alive??? someone give me a reason to continue living... lost all meaning in life... lose everything... alone... in this world... alone... in this universe... life is dead....

2010-05-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

today was actually not bad at first... but after i gt home... everything is shit... too tired... edit tmr...

2010-05-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

Today was ok la... art- art- chemistry- english- mc... damn sian sia... art did mindmap and some sketching again cus i change topic... realized tat i really cant draw flowers... changed to "my room"... chem teacher not here again... but gt worksheet to do... ok la... can refer to textbook and notes so finish quite fast... english was the worst... so sleepy sia... cant sleep... then gt 1 sec 1 kid came in to com lab... everyone was think: this guy should be a person that dun know joyce lee... come and find death sia... laughing... mc was sian... Brain dead... no ideas... sian... After school, went plaza find zhenghao, chun ming and her... sending songs... haha... slack for a while 4plus send her home and i went home too.. came out at 8plus... went plaza... she study i read book... haha.. lame right... i know... sian... i really love her alot... she played a joke yesterday saying that she found someone else to love... tears really rolled down my eyes when i saw that message... she kept saying sorry from yesterday till today... its ok... Kitty... dun play this kind of joke again ok??? just know that this life time... i will only love you 1 person and i am never going to change liao... you are my everything... bye... go sleep liao... maybe post tmr ba... bye... exam coming stress... stress.. stress...

2010-05-07T09:27:00.002+08:00

posting about yesterday... yesterday not free... sian... lesson was not bad... El- PE- EM- Chinese- SS... El was in com lab, teacher scold for 15min plus sent someone out and spend rest of the time on oral... Really cant stand her sia... Heng only 2more month or else i die liao... Pe teacher not here so mr ralph take over... lesson finish liao then he caught my hair... like i care sia dun wan cut and lazy cut... Em... so tired.. almost slept in class, wanted to eat sweet but kena caught then scolded... chinese was ok la... finish zuo ye then also do oral... passage reading get 17/20 sia.. not bad... SS...very boring, almost fell asleep too... that vena foo keeping talking crap... END of school life... After school went Senja Grand fetch her... was so happy... my whole life brighten up... went plaza slack for a while then sent her home.. reach home about 315pm... 6pm went out again... go plaza mac study... so happy... maybe post about today at night... bye... haha... using art teacher com to post... so bad sia... bye all

2010-05-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

Yos all... finally i came back to post something... damn sian... hate my mouth and myself... keep saying the wrong things and doing the wrong things in the wrong time and place... why... why... why... suan le... today: chem- physic- emaths-S.S-chinese... quite ok la... chem and S.S teacher never come so quite slack.. but S.S gt work given... do lo... took 40mins i think... was listening to music in class... Chinese damn sian lo... i only skip MC for once must go see the HOD liao... but shen lao shi very nice... say me and wei xiang the face dun look like bad kids so he believe us that we were really sick/ gt polyclinic appointment( wei xiang)... apologized to chinese teacher then ok liao lo... next time dun wan skip liao... sian... after school... went senja grand fetch her and waited for aron... wanted to go plaza study but in the end both of us very tired and sleepy no mood study... sit there play games... She playing facebook on aron laptop... sian... hope tmr will be better... but i doubt it... cus gt english... Kitty... i am so sorry... everything is my fault... blame me and hate me ok???

today... 16 of march....

2010-03-16T21:17:00.002+08:00

today so sian... went to a off shore singapore island... pulau semakau... i island with alots of reclaimed land... wanted to sleep... missing someone very much... so sian... cant live without that person in my life... i am so sad... should have told her earlier to prevent her suffering... thursday going out with bros and sis... should enjoy myself cus the last time i going out till after my N level... regretted not studying hard last year... so sad...

2009-12-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

just came back from china... almost cried when leaving... cant bear to leave the hope to go back there next year... sob sob.. but i will all rmb everyone there and the fun we had... but at least can be with my frens again... sob...

today tue 18 of aug

2009-08-18T19:15:00.001+08:00

Finally d.grayman manga come out again so long liao. today went home at 5pm in the afternon all because of Mr Liew and his assistant. STupid sia say whatjuly test fail must stay from 3pm to 5pm. Sian... ... eh brother now just finish common test leh 1 day rest will kill is it??? I HATE YOU and I HATE MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn ass sia maths... Tmr they is grace ngan birthday... haha you are going to die i wondering and thinking with jin yu what should we do... ... buy things throw at her or??? nevermind Sian teacher day coming i so STRESSSSS. Must manage AVA still nevermind still nid help with STAR LEADERS. forced by mdm tan to forvever stay in backstage just to take over kee leng.. i prefer control room. Hope i hav a happy day tmr. hope lmcb.. OH ya forget to posy my CT marks chinese i got 60 over 100 while for chem i only got 15 over 25 sad sia put in so much work

fri the 14 of aug

2009-08-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today not a bad day la chinese exam i think can pass la but science i dun know leh. my physic confirm fail 1 la. Sian nvm at least i got to see her.. she is so cute!!! XD I wont tell her i like her i will just watch her silently shhh make sure nobody bully her.. Sian dfferent school abit diffcult sia hope she is well... well update tmr i very tired today thinking of her god night all bb

today aug 13

2009-08-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

Well updating again... Just came back from Shao Wei TZ house he helped me to revise for chem and physic. today had two exam english and geo. i think geo i sure die liao la write so short sure die... then during break i dun know what i do also that siao 1 with tatoo boy pour water on me... i guess t was something i said. Nvm then chem lesson waaa damn sian cause i dun understand but thanks to Shao Wei TZ i manage to understand now thanks.. i wont be updating soon till maybe tue as having my exam i cant afford to fail now hope i pass.. LMCB XD Hope i hav more time after end of year...
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today and last friday NDP celebration

2009-08-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

well updating my blog again after so long. last fri was NDP celebration i was ok la but kena slapped on the back by someone. WHY? because i didnt nid to run cross country as i am doing AVA. haha. Then my fren all say be abandon them. LOL!!! XD. After the whole event, i, grace and 1 of her junior( see zhi jie) went to eat. I wonder how is zhi jie now?? he eat my special sauce!! haha!! garlic chilli with barbecue sauce plus 2 packet of salt and pepper then stir somemore!! he taste and say very salty haha i wonder if he gt stomachache!!
TODAY 11 OF AUG

ok la except that maths total 3hrs today 1130 to 1230 i period then 300 to 5pm another 2 period waa going to die liao leh. Then sian cheong very sad. I also dun know what he do Sin Jie go use her wallet slap s.c breast... haha. then he scold her siao zha bo. then Sin jie run over start hitting with also everything in SIAN CHEONG pencil box damn funny sia. then pinch him some s.c say he going mad liao then she siao 1 go drwa on my foolscap pad. WTF!!! i think this is the funny thing that happen today la. damn sian sia all tue must stay back till 5pm I AM GONNA TO DIE SOON IF THIS CARRY ON. 3 HRS OF MATHS WILL KILL!!!!!!!!!!

6 aug

2009-08-06T20:26:00.000+08:00

nth to blog about leh... as you see i haven blog for quite sometime cause dun wan wat to blog about. While NDP celebration is tmr with cross country after it. sian!!!! XD at least i can sleep in the control room while they are running haha. nice 1 hope they hav a nice run and pray to lao mu that tmr dun rain pls dun rain. AVA is quite nice werid sia more and more are coming to join?? cause too slack liao?? or their frenz in there i dun know and i dun care as long as they do their work i dun really care. Teacher day coming nice hope everything will be perfect nth goes wrong wtf tmr still gt delectation nid to do sian... hope she is well... hope everything is ok with you and your stead good luck girl...

birthday over liao 26 july

2009-07-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

My 15th birthday is over. I had a great day went for religious class in the morning which is ok la. then went home for a bathe and went out with bernard to catch Harry Potter and the half blood prince. Not a bad movie but the book is better more details the movie cut short alot of things skipping alot of scene. Nevermind, i readed the book so i know whats going on or i will be very blur liao. Thanks for all that wished me happy birthday day even if its belated just thanks. At least you remember my birthday haha XD. Sian my maths very lousy leh!! Who can help me?? I need help pls help me before CA2 starts or i think i will drop to normal stream next year. Damn it. Just remember something nevermind le. 1 more thing GRACE NGAN you dare throw butter cream cake on my face i tell you your face will be next.!!!XD

first week of school

2009-07-04T14:31:00.003+08:00

the first week of school damn suks. I never do some of my homework and never bring so kena scolded. Sian!!! yesterday went to watch transformers rise o the fallen with wei de, zong rui, sian cheong, jun hao. The movie damn nice your should go and watch. Its worth the money. Sian i dun know wat to post. Well the last thing i want to say is I HATE "DOGS"

Tags replied: Shiqi jie-- i having a good life nw maybe going to QSN tmr depends on my time ba. Yi sheng say most likely he going
Jiajun bro-- congrats on passing ZYS
Songning-- you siao zhao bo go die la XD

2009-06-23T11:58:00.001+08:00

waaa today went back to sch for mr liew lesson. so sian lazy post anything now, maybe will post later. bb X(

bad day

2009-06-13T16:38:00.002+08:00

I have walked and walked through 2yrs of my life and we are now nearing a part where it is going to be diffcult. My dear wants to break with me for the number 30 times in 2 years should i just let her go or should i still tie her to myself? Am i being selfish by keeping her by my side? Should let her go in between my tears or should i be selfish?? Someone tell me please i dun wan to see her being sad everyday. I decided to break with her let her go and maybe she will find happiness after this. Rmb i love you laopo!X(

june the tenth

2009-06-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

Waa today quite lucky. Yesterday sent my phone for repair just reach home the person call and say the my phone is done ask me today go take. Waa damn happy. Go down phone screen okay liao but another problem my battery cover spoilt must buy a new 1 $30 leh damn expensive. Then nvm go play arcade saw someone that i always hoping to see waa made my day even more happy. When ppl dun expect things to happen it happen. God thanks for letting me see the person( dun let your know contiune guessing) at least i know the person is safe and happy. She didnt change much still the same happy go lucky damn happy ending off hoping to hav a good dream

Training 5 june

2009-06-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

Waa today Student Leaders training again after a break of half a year( cause v-p nt in sch so you know). Today training is about public speaking teaches us how to do the correct way of speaking in public to a group, to a class or even the sch. Sian miss lim say nxt time will hav chance to gain experinece about this. Waa like that sian liao lor. Today the name list for teacher day and cross country came out. WTF!! The progamme group has les people compared to last year and compared to the souvenir team. I rmb last year stay at mac till 10pm still at there doing things. Last year more ppl also stay till so late nw less ppl even worst liao lor. Waa i wan retreat back go do ava. AVA if sec 4 dun help sure will die sec 3 only 3 ppl sec 2 only like around 4-5 ppl like that how do teacher day die liao la!!! God pls help me...

bored with the life i having nw

2009-06-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sian project vibrant colours 2 end on 31 may. I loved the project it gave me a chance to help the community. It also gav me somthing to do when i am bored. Since the project is closed nw, i hav nth to do. During the project we did fund raising which was super fun and the part of collecting photo was very fun too. I loved the times when we were having meeting at some stupid place like the top floor of the community club. Really stupid but damn fun too. How many times in your life do you get to do these kind of things like grabbing photo from ur friends or teacher facebook acc. Holiday may come fast but i goes away very slowly for me everyday, is so sian same thing happening everyday sleep wake up go sch for some days, come bak do homework watch tv play com, eat then do more homework and finally sleep. WAAA i cant stand this kind of life anymore. Some1 save me take me on and an adventure. Giv me a memory that will last forever like the memory of PVC 2. Bring me something that will blow me off my feet and stun me bring a wish and i will wish for an adventure.

June the forth

2009-06-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

After 2 bad days at home or in sch, i finally get to go out with frens. I went to watch movie at lot 1 with zongrui and my neighbour. We watch night at the museum 2 a nice movie. Larry went to save his fren with were sent to kept in the archive to be stored forever. Wat was nt very real was that he did it all in 1 night. Is a night really that long? i love the ending super nice hope they have a part 3!!! Tmr going bak sch again gt maths lesson by level manager wtf!!!

june the third

2009-06-03T15:14:00.000+08:00

waa i am so tired today go for physic lesson early in the morning come home at 11am then start sleeping till 2pm plus. What the hell happen suddenly so tired. Hav 1 weird dream after another. My blog also like shit nw dun know what to do someone tell me

bad day

2009-06-02T15:30:00.000+08:00

WAAA!!! Bad day today!! yesterday handphone spoilt cause of 1 stupid idoit. Now mum scold and give a stupid face cause my result like shit!! I hate my life can some one tell me what to do please. I cant stand this kind of life anymore!!=(

Testing

2009-05-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

Testing testing this is my new blog